The Detested Phone

I hate talking on the phone, but I love talking to him. The only time I answer the phone is when I see his number in the id window.

We talked for over 2 hours today, neither of us wanted to hang up. Such an odd feeling for me, something is different within me now. I'm thinking thoughts that I should not be thinking. I'm wondering what it would be like to live with him, share my life with him. I'll be keeping these thoughts to myself.

We have plans to see see a movie tonight, haven't quite decided which one yet. I can't wait to see his face, to feel his arms about me.